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sometimes i just feel so lonely ..

second novel of mine (english version)

well..this is a lil part of my second novel that i wrote in english version. hhehe im sorry for my bad english..if there's wrong words or wrong grammar -.-v xD still learning..hhehe feel free to give comment or critic on my novel :) ok then..happy reading :

I can't believe this. This is weird. What happened? I walked on the corridor dormitory, every corner of the room still looks as usual. But where is everyone? Why so quiet?

"Sob..." Suddenly I heard a muffled cries. I was surprised and relieved to hear the sound that signifies that there are other people here. Before, it was so quiet here. The only sound that i hear is my footsteps and my breathing until I thought I was the only person who was in the dormitory.

I looked around. No one. Where the sounds is coming from? I stopped, trying to listen to that voice and walked in the direction of the sound is coming from. The sound took me to a classroom in my right side. I see it.. A girl was crying under the table. I think I know who is she...

"Mia?" I called. She looked up and her face looks relieved after see me.

"Sachi!" She shouted and then came out from under the table and hugged me. "Thank goodness. I Guess I just alone here..."

"What is it? Why the dormitory so quiet? Where is everybody?" I asked after calm her down.

"I... I don't know. Suddenly I woke up and didn't see anyone here. This building is really quiet, I was scared and hide here. I'm so thankful that  you came!" She said with a smile of relief but from her eyes, i still can see her worried. "How about yourself Sachi? Where are you before?"

"Just like you. I woke up from sleep and rushed to class. I Thought I would be late but when I reached class I didn't see anyone and after that I realized that no one in this building except me, untill I hear you and find you in here," I replied.

Mia grabbed my arm. "This is so weird. What should we do now? We can't even contact anyone. Really don't have signal here!" Mia yelled frustrated.

"Maybe they all have been out of here. Hey why don't we just get out of here?" I held Mia's hand and asked her to run. We ran down the corridor after corridor and up the elevator to the bottom floor then run to the main entrance door. Locked.

"The door is locked!" I exclaimed.

"Then let's find another way," said Mia.

"Wait. Do you realize it? When run to here I saw all the windows were closed, usually there are at least a few windows open."

"What? Do you mean we are locked here? Why did they all leave us here?" Mia fell limp.

"Hey elected people." Me and Mia was shocked to hear the sudden sound of it. Whose voice? Where the voice is come from? 

"I'm sorry before for everything that sudden and confusing. But you should be happy because you are the chosen ones. Amount you have 7 people, yes including you who listen to me now." It sounded like kids, sounded crisp but I can not tell whether the voice belonged to a man or a woman.

"Who are you?" I asked the mysterious voice, although I'm not sure that people also can hear my voice or not.

"You don't need to know who I am," said the voice again. "Obviously, I was the one who chose you to be a player in the game that I made."

"The game? What does that mean?" Mia whispered to me.

"The game is about to begin. Now you all let's go to the dorm hall, there is the start. Follow me if you want to save! Hahaha." Then the sound is gone.

"Crazy." I muttered.

"What? Sachi do you think we should join it?"

"Then what? That is the only clue for us to get out of all this weirdness. Come on!" I ran to the dorm hall. Mia followed me behind.

...

Me and Mia got to the front door of the hall. I turned the knob and stepped inside with Mia.

"Finally two people more is come. Now is complete! I can't wait to play this. What does that people want? Curious!" said a male student as he put his hands behind his head.

"Ken?!" call Mia.

"Oh Mia and Sachi!" Ken shouted and ran toward me and Mia. Ken is one of our classmates.

"Hey did you guys know how to get out of here? All the doors are locked. Ah~ why we must keep obey with that people? Smash the glass window and get out of here!" exclaimed a male student named Ryu who I know from the name on his uniform.

"We can't get out," said one of the girls among us who seem to be one of the players who were also elected. "Because we are actually dreaming. Our body were actually being asleep," she added.

"How did you know?" I asked, surprised.

"I just can feel it," she said without expression.

"Well... You all have gathered here. Now I will explain the rules," said the mysterious voice again. "What is one of your friend said is true. You guys can not get out of the game because you're actually dreaming. Everybody's in the dorm not leave you but it is you who are asleep. The Game time has been set so that later you will wake up and back to the real world but you will not get away from this game before any one of you be a winner. Though this is just a game, you will actually die in the real world when you game over. Don't talk about this game in real world or I will reset this game also your mind so that you will start from the beginning again. so let's cooperate. But be careful.. Because one of you is a character that I created and I play by myself. If I win, you will be forever trapped in this game and will forever accompany me to play. Hahaha follow the instructions that I will give you later. Have fun!" Then the sound disappears.

"Hey... It is cool right? We were in a game! I always played video games, I don't believe now I will really play in the game world itself!" Ken exclaimed enthusiastically.

"This is not a joke!" I said.

"Yeah Ken... Didn't you hear? Our life are threatened here," said Mia while fighting back her tears.

"Hmm about that..." Ken muttered.

"Then let's play!" said the girl that I told before. She have a long hair and beautiful. "I'm Akane."

"I'm Nami, and he is Mori." A woman who looks tomboyish student introduced herself and the boy next to her.

"I'm Ken."

"I... I'm Mia, and this is my friend Sachi." Mia introduces herself and me.

"Haih~ should I follow too? Alright, I'm Ryu." We introduced ourselves.

"Awesome. It seems to be fun." Ken muttered again.

"Ken... why do you always think everything that strange is cool?" I asked with astonishment. But... I must admit it. This is 'kinda' cool.

"So... which one of you is a creation of that people's character?" Mia asked as she shuddered in horror.

"If you ask... no one will admit it Mia." I answered. Also become shudder to think that people I knew were probably that mysterious people's character creation too, even Mia or Ken. Maybe they are not the original people in the game world in this dream. The safest Way is ME who should win this game. Now no one I can trust except myself."

---to be continued---

-cherryblossom:)-

second novel of mine (indonesian version)

nah ! ini dia salah satu bagian dari novel baru yang aku tulis..hhehe. monggo dibaca~ tapi maaf kalo ceritanya mungkin agak aneh wkwk namanya juga cerita fiksi dan fantasi :3 komentar ato kritik dipersilahkan agar tulisan ini bisa menjadi karya yang lebih baik lagi ^-^ sebenarnya aku juga belum nentuin judulnya - -v ohya di judul post ini aku bilang -indonesian version- soalnya aku mau buat  versi inggrisnya juga disini biar bisa dibaca sama orang luar juga..hhoho tapi sepertinya ini akan menjadi PR dulu >.<v ok~ selamat membaca :

Aku tidak percaya ini. Ada yang aneh. Apa yang telah terjadi? Aku berjalan menyusuri koridor asrama sekolah, setiap sudut ruangan masih terlihat seperti biasa. Tapi dimana semua orang? Kenapa sepi sekali?

"Hiks..." Tiba-tiba aku mendengar sebuah suara tangisan tertahan. Aku terkejut sekaligus lega mendengar suara yang menandakan bahwa ada orang lain disini. Sebelumnya saking sepinya hanya suara langkah kakiku dan hembusan napasku saja yang terdengar hingga kukira aku adalah satu-satunya orang yang berada di gedung asrama ini.

Aku melihat sekeliling. Tidak ada siapa-siapa. Dari mana suara itu berasal? Aku berhenti sebentar, mencoba untuk mendengarkan suara itu lagi lalu berjalan mengikuti arah suara tersebut berasal. Suara itu membawaku ke sebuah ruang kelas di samping kananku. Aku melihatnya. Seorang perempuan sedang menangis dibawah meja. Sepertinya aku kenal...

"Mia?" panggilku. Dia mendongak dan wajahnya terlihat lega setelah melihatku.

"Sachi!" serunya seraya keluar dari bawah meja dan memelukku. "Syukurlah. Kukira tinggal aku seorang diri disini..."

"Ada apa?" Kenapa asrama sekolah sangat sepi? Dimana semua orang?" tanyaku setelah menenangkannya.

"A... aku juga tidak tahu. Tiba-tiba saja aku terbangun dan tidak melihat siapapun disini. Gedung ini benar-benar sepi, aku takut sekali lalu bersembunyi disini. Syukurlah kau datang!" ujarnya sambil tersenyum lega namun masih terlihat kekhawatiran dimatanya. "Kau sendiri dari mana Sachi?"

"Sama sepertimu. Aku terbangun dari tidur dan bergegas menuju kelas. Kupikir aku akan terlambat tapi sesampainya dikelas aku tidak mendapati seorang pun dan setelah itu aku sadar bahwa tidak ada seorang pun di gedung asrama ini selain aku, sampai aku mendengarmu dan mendapatimu disini," jawabku.

Mia memegang lenganku. "Ini aneh sekali. Apa yang harus kita lakukan sekarang? Kita bahkan tidak bisa menghubungi siapapun. Sama sekali tidak ada sinyal!" Mia berteriak frustasi.

"Mungkin mereka semua sudah keluar dari sini. Hey kenapa kita tidak keluar saja dari sini?" Aku memegang tangan Mia dan mengajaknya berlari. Kami berlari menyusuri koridor demi koridor dan menaiki lift sampai ke lantai paling bawah lalu menuju pintu keluar-masuk utama. Terkunci.

"Pintunya terkunci!" seruku.

"Kalau begitu ayo kita cari jalan lain," ajak Mia.

"Tunggu. Apakah kau sadar? Saat berlari kesini aku melihat semua jendela pun tertutup, padahal biasanya setidaknya ada beberapa jendela yang terbuka."

"A... apa? Maksudmu kita terkunci disini? Kenapa mereka semua meninggalkan kita disini?!" Mia terkulai lemas.

"Hai orang-orang terpilih." Aku dan Mia terkejut mendengar suara yang tiba-tiba itu. Suara siapa? Berasal dari mana? "Sebelumnya maaf atas segala sesuatunya yang tiba-tiba dan membingungkan ini. Tapi kalian harus senang karena kalian adalah orang-orang terpilih. Jumlah kalian ada 7 orang, ya termasuk kau yang mendengarkan aku sekarang." Suaranya seperti anak-anak, terdengar renyah tapi aku tidak bisa membedakan apakah suara tersebut adalah milik seorang laki-laki atau perempuan.

"Siapa kau?!" tanyaku pada suara misterius itu walaupun belum tentu suara itu juga bisa mendengarku.

"Kalian tidak perlu tau siapa aku," ujar suara itu lagi. "Yang jelas, aku adalah orang yang memilih kalian untuk menjadi pemain dalam permainan yang aku ciptakan."

"Permainan? Apa maksudnya?" bisik Mia padaku.

"Permainan akan segera dimulai. Sekarang kalian semua pergilah ke aula asrama, disanalah startnya. Turuti aku jika kalian ingin selamat! Hahaha." Kemudian suara tersebut pun hilang.

"Gila," gumamku.

"Apa? Sachi menurutmu kita harus menurutinya?"

"Mau bagaimana lagi? Itulah satu-satunya petunjuk agar kita bisa keluar dari segala keanehan ini. Ayo!" Aku berlari ke aula asrama. Mia mengikuti di belakangku.

...

Aku dan Mia sampai di depan pintu asrama. Aku memutar kenop pintu dan melangkah masuk dengan Mia.

"Akhirnya datang juga 2 orang lagi. Lengkap deh. Aku tidak sabar dengan permainan ini. Apa sih maunya orang itu? Penasaran!" seru seorang murid laki-laki seraya menaruh kedua tangannya di belakang kepala.

"Ken?!" panggil Mia.

"Wah ternyata Mia dan Sachi!" Ken berlari menghampiriku dan Mia.  Ken, salah satu teman sekelas kami.

"Hey apa kalian tau bagaimana cara keluar dari sini? Semua pintu terkunci. Ah~ kenepa kita harus menuruti orang gila itu? Pecahkan saja kaca jendela lalu keluar dari sini!" seru seorang murid laki-laki yang kuketahui bernama Ryu dari nama yang tertera di seragamnya.

"Kita tidak bisa keluar," ujar salah seorang murid perempuan diantara kami yang sepertinya merupakan salah satu pemain yang terpilih juga. "Karena kita sebenarnya sedang bermimpi. Raga kita yang sebenarnya sedang tertidur."

"Bagaimana kau tau?" tanyaku heran.

"Aku hanya dapat merasakannya," jawabnya tanpa ekspresi.

"Baiklah. Kalian semua sudah berkumpul disini. Sekarang aku akan menjelaskan peraturannya," ujar suara misterius itu lagi. "Apa yang dikatakan salah satu teman kalian benar.  Kalian tidak bisa keluar dari permainan ini karena sebenarnya kalian sedang bermimpi. Semua orang yang ada di asrama ini bukannya pergi meninggalkan kalian tapi kalianlah yang sedang tertidur. Waktu permainan ini telah diatur sehingga nanti kalian akan terbangun dan kembali ke dunia nyata tapi kalian tidak akan bisa lari dari permainan ini sebelum salah seorang dari kalian menjadi pemenang. Walaupun ini hanyalah sebuah permainan, kalian akan benar-benar meninggal di dunia nyata bila kalian game over. Jangan juga membicakan tentang permainan ini di dunia nyata atau aku akan menyetel ulang permainan ini juga pikiran kalian sehingga kalian akan mulai dari awal lagi. Jadi bekerja samalah. Tapi hati-hati.. Karena salah seorang dari kalian adalah tokoh yang aku ciptakan dan aku mainkan sendiri. Jika aku yang menang, kalian akan selamanya terperangkap dalam permainan ini dan akan selamanya menemani aku bermain. Hahaha ikuti petunjuk yang akan kuberikan selanjutnya. Selamat bersenang-senang!" Kemudian suara tersebut pun menghilang.

"Hey... Bukankah ini keren? Kita berada dalam sebuah permainan! Aku selalu memainkan video game, aku tidak percaya sekarang aku akan benar-enar bermain di dalam dunia permainan itu sendiri!" seru Ken dengan antusias.

"Ini bukan main-main!" cetusku.

"Iya Ken... Apa kau tidak dengar? Nyawa kita terancam disini," ujar Mia sambil menahan tangis.

"Hmm soal itu..." gumam Ken.

"Kalau begitu mohon kerjasamanya!" ujar murid perempuan yang tadi. Dia berambut panjang dan cantik. "Aku Akane."

"Aku Nami, dan dia Mori." Seorang murid perempuan yang terlihat tomboy memperkenalkan dirinya dan seorang murid laki-laki disebelahnya.

"Aku Ken."

"A... aku Mia, dan ini temanku Sachi." Mia ikut memperkenalkan dirinya dan aku.

"Haih~ apakah aku harus ikutan juga? Baiklah, aku Ryu." Kami saling memperkenalkan diri.

"Keren... Sepertinya akan asyik." Gumam Ken lagi.

"Ken... Kenapa kau selalu menganggap segala sesuatu yang aneh itu keren?" tanyaku dengan heran Tapi harus kuakui. Ini 'agak' keren.

"La... lalu Siapa diantara kalian yang merupakan tokoh ciptaan orang itu?" tanya Mia seraya bergidik ngeri.

"Jika kau bertanya... tidak akan ada yang mengaku Mia," jawabku ikut ngeri membayangkan bahwa orang yang aku kenal pun mungkin merupakan tokoh ciptaan orang gila itu, bahkan Mia atau Ken. Mungkin saja mereka bukan orang yang asli di dunia permainan dalam mimpi ini. Jalan teraman adalah AKU yang harus memenangkan permainan ini. Sekarang tidak ada yang bisa aku percaya selain diriku sendiri."

---bersambung---

nah gimanaaa menurut kalian ? >_< hhehe seperti yang aku bilang sebelumnya..ada sedikit kendala dalam penulisan novel ini karena aku ga gitu suka main game..hhehe nahloh jadi bingung kan mau buat gamenya kayak gimana - -" sepertinya penulisan novel kedua ini lebih membutuhkan kerja keras dibanding novelku yang sebelumnya..hhehe but i'll try my best. mohon doanya ya :3

-cherryblossom:)-

about my new project :3

today i want to tell about my new project xD what project ? yeah..a novel ofc. hhehe this is my second novel. hmm it's a fantasy story. wanna know a secret ? this is the first time i write a fantasy novel hhaha. i ever wrote a fantasy story but not a novel..just a short story. my first novel is a romance..just like teenlit tittled "crying soul". and the second (this project) is a fantasy. oh no actually it's not the first time i write a fantasy novel..when i was in high school i ever have a duet project with my bestie named oka-chan about vampires and werewolfs but it's havent finished yet until now x'D since graduated from high school and entered the college..we both busy with our own activities -.- maybe she ady forgot with that project too or she continue it by herself ? i dunno @@

ok..back to the topic. about my new novel. the story is about game. hhehe suddenly i just got the idea to write  a story about game but i have a problem in writing it ~> i dun like to playing game so it's hard for me to write a story about game..i dunno anything about game lol x'D ok then..maybe i just will ask some friends that like to playing game for help me..hhoho ^ ^"v

i'll put a lil part of that novel in here too later..i just want to share it in here coz i've promised to my penpals named una/miyu :p (are u reading this post now ? hhehe). just wait it ne..feel free to give comment or critic on it :)

if ..

if i go..if i go closer to you

  i wonder what you may think. i cant drum up the courage

if you go..if you go away from me

 it is scary to figure out how to let you go

perhaps, the reason i only look at you..like a fool

 is for fear that you may turn your face away

and you and i may drift further apart

perhaps, the reason i cant say ‘i love you’.. like a fool

 is that im afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet

if you come..if you come closer to me
  i really dunno what to do

perhaps, the reason i only look at you..like a fool

 is for fear that you may turn your face away

and you and i may drift further apart

perhaps, the reason i cant say ‘i love you’..like a fool
is that im afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet ..

(If - Taeyeon)

just my feeling~

guess what ? im not feeling well rite now. dunno whyyy. whats wrong with me ? i feel like my life is messing. i just feel like want to escape..to a quite place and then scream out loud. why like this ? why like that ? i cant even answer my own question. i dun even understand the problem :| ok maybe the problem is just my feeling..just in my mind. feeling so complicated eventhough actually my life is JUST FINE but i feel so unwell now. i have many friends arround me but i feel so lonely. i feel some things have changed. well..i dunno want to say what again. feel better after wrote my feeling in here. believe me..i'll feel better soon :">

it's ur day~! ;)

hellooo 4th of april~ a special day of many special people for me :)

especially my mom ! in this day..an amazing woman was borned.
happy birthday mom :* i wish all the best for u. i wish that i can always make u happy. i wish that i can make u proud of me. mama harus lihat sunny sukses ya :) always health and happy. always with me and support me cz im nothing without u. makasih buat segalanya mama. maaf sekarang sunny cuma bisa kasih kado sederhana. maaf juga kalo sunny pernah bikin mama sedih :( hari ini mama ulang tahun..tapi sunny malah bikin mama nangis. tapi tangisnya tangisan terharu kan ma ? hhehe sunny sayanggg banget sama mama. gabisa diungkapin dengan kata-kata :') love u mom {<3}

happy birthday to my besties too~!
twins EDT (eka, dwi, tri) :* best wishes for u dear. may ur dreams come true ;)
makasih buat segalanya. terutama yang gapernah bosen dengerin aku curhat. hhaha maaf ya gabisa ngasih apa-apa sekarang :( cuma bisa doain dan menulis ini. mungkin tulisan ini juga gaterlalu bagus hhehe. maaf juga baru ngucapin sekarang .. sebenernya sengaja lho~! ahaha xDv kalian pasti nungguin ucapan dari aku kan ? :p *geer bet* wkwk ngucapin yang pertama udah biasa..udah banyak yang ngucapin juga..jadi aku belakangan aja hhoho semoga persahabatan kita bisa langgeng ya {}

also..happy birthday to my lovely family
TED (Theatre of English Department) ^o^ udah 10 tahun ya..semoga lebih baik dalam segalanya <3 tetap eksis dan berkarya (y)

ok then..i wanna say it once again :

happy birthday mama~!
happy birthday EDT~!
happy birthday tedtot~!
dan happy birthday buat SEMUA yang berulang tahun hari ini. wish u all the best \(:D)/