late post -.-

hello everyone ! i misseeed this blog so much.
long time havent update anything in here eh ? last post is on february 7.

i have been so busy lately. in a week, i can say that there's only one day for me to have a rest day: saturday.
monday until friday are my college days.
sunday and thursday i have work. yeah..finally i got a part time job to be a private english teacher ! :D
well..i know that my english is not extremely well for now but i dont want to lost this chance. however..i'll always learn and improve my english skill.
i realized that the best way to learn is by always practicing it and through this job..i can practice my english especially in teaching ^^
actually..i was so nervous at the first time. i have never taught other people before--except my little cousins and my friends--but this time i should teach a person that i really dont know. before..i wonder..hows this person ? will she be nice to me ? will she like my way of teaching ? how to teach her ? where should i start it ? etc etc.
but all the questions and doubts disappear after i met her for real. she's older than me but she's really friendly and welcome to me and i think we soon can be a good friend :D
and for the first time too..i realized: how happy it is to have work. how happy it is to know that i'll have my own money. how happy it is to know that finally i can help my parents. (^-^)

btw a few weeks ago..i got sick. maybe because of too tired. as i told before..this semester is really tiring. assigments everyday -_- leave home at the morning and back home at the night like a worker .-. it's also because the distance of my home and my campus is so far... sometimes i wanna try to live at the boarding house near my campus but there's always a reason which make me cancel it. i think..i'll go on to be like this. (~.~)

however..i realized that i have to always feel grateful. there's so many people out there who doesnt get a chance like this. i love my life anyway (eventhough sometimes i said that my life is suck -_-)..i know that im lucky :)

p/s: nowadays i feel not confident with my english. after became an english department student, i always feel something like i have a responsibility to use english well. but like u see..maybe there's grammatical error everywhere on my posts :p:( dont worry..i'll always learn and learn ><

p/s again: i think i'll change the main blog of mine. from this blog to my second blog (sunkyuuu.wordpress.com). it's not mean that i'll leave this blog..i'll stay. i just think i'll more often to post something there than here. so see u again :*