like a star.

made this poem for ranmaru :)

..

he's like a star ..
can shine brightly on the sky ..
make the nite sky being beautiful with his soft shine ..
and accompany me everytime im sad or feel alone ..
because everytime i see the stars i feel calm ..
and make me realize that my life will be so dark without stars ..
the stars never go anywhere ..
always in the sky .. always in my heart ..
eventhough sometimes the stars didn't appear on the sky but i know he always there ..
because maybe he's hide behind the cloud ..
just like a star .. he's so far from here ..
even if i try to run to catch him .. but i still can't catch him ..

maybe me and him just can be together in dream ..

:')

..

an empty heart.

now i'm feel empty
i'm not sad,, not cry,, but also not feel happy ..
my heart is feel empty ..

maybe because i'm feel lonely .. not because i'm 'alone' here .. many people with me but i just feel alone..i mean it's like i'm feel alone in the crowd place..i just don't know why (?) :'(

now i'm feel like want to cry..i want to run away to the place that so far from here ..
hope this empty feeling also will run away from me .. =.=`

excited ^w^

yesterday i'm so happy~ i spent my time to go out with my friends,, ao-chan and kao-chan~ xD

first,, we all went to the book store..hunting book~ huehehe
i want to buy novel and comic,, all novel and comic there is so nice ~ huaaa i'm feel like want to buy that all but can't so i need to choose some book only =m=
finally i choose a novel and a comic,, the title of that novel is "the queen must die"

after that we went to the cinema and watch "harry potter and the deathly hallows part 2" :D
it's so coool~ it's the last story of harry potter ne~ im gonna miss it T^T

then we go to school for extacurricular japanese club,, have meeting there with all senpai and kouhai ._.
then we back home at 17.00 pm from school,, fufufu so tired but fun nee :)