butterfly fly away~

butterfly fly away by miley cyrus and billy cyrus. feel so peace when i hear this song <3

maybe now im just mom and dad's little girl but someday a caterpillar will become a butterfly..right ? so do i :)
thanks for everything mom and dad. ur little girl will always try to reach the dreams and always try the best to make u happy and proud {}

you tuck me in

turn out the light
kept me safe and sound at night
little girls depend on things like that

brushed my teeth and combed my hair
had to drive me everywhere
you were always there when i looked back

you had to do it all alone
make a living, make a home
must have been as hard as it could be

and when i couldn't sleep at night
scared things wouldn't turn out right
you would hold my hand and sing to me

caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream
wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry, hold on tight

i promise you there will come a day
butterfly fly away

turned around and you were there
the two of us made quite a pair
daddy's little girl was here at last
looked away and back again
suddenly a year was ten
don't know how it got so far so fast
  

and yes dear, you don't understand
it's not anything we planned
kind of makes you think it's meant to be (it's a destiny)

i always knew the day would come
you'd stop crawling, start to run
beautiful as beautiful can be

caterpillar in the tree
how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream
wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry, hold on tight

i promise you there will come a day
butterfly fly away

butterfly fly away (butterfly fly away)
got your wings, now you can't stay
take those dreams and make them all come true

butterfly fly away (butterfly fly away)
you've been waiting for this day
all along you've known just what to do

butterfly, butterfly, butterfly
butterfly fly away
butterfly fly away (I hope you find your way and all the things you wish for, love and care about)
butterfly fly away (oh, won't you fly away)
butterfly fly away (oh, won't you fly away)
butterfly fly away~

if ..

if i go..if i go closer to you

  i wonder what you may think. i cant drum up the courage

if you go..if you go away from me

 it is scary to figure out how to let you go

perhaps, the reason i only look at you..like a fool

 is for fear that you may turn your face away

and you and i may drift further apart

perhaps, the reason i cant say ‘i love you’.. like a fool

 is that im afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet

if you come..if you come closer to me
  i really dunno what to do

perhaps, the reason i only look at you..like a fool

 is for fear that you may turn your face away

and you and i may drift further apart

perhaps, the reason i cant say ‘i love you’..like a fool
is that im afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet ..

(If - Taeyeon)

if love has forgotten ..

this is a lyrics of an old song. soundtrack of an old drama titled "snow angel". do u still remember ?
i love that drama so much. it's the first asian drama that make me cry when i watch it. hhehe~
it's so sad -_- even the song and the means of this song.
now i just want to share the translation of the lyrics.
hmm why suddenly i want to share this song ?
maybe because this song is the song of my heart rite now. hhaha :')
for someone..i wanna ask. is it forgotten already ? i mean the love.
for me it's so hard.
am i still hoping for u to come back ? maybe yes ..
but dun worry. im not expect too much. i won't. 

well..i think the prolog from me (?) is enough. hhaha and this is the lyrics :)

"If Love Has Forgotten"

There are always some things we couldn’t say in time

There is always this one person who leaves a trace in your life

I remember those flowers, those naivety, and tears just fell

I only have one thing to ask, are you doing well right now?

If love has forgotten, tears refuse to fall

Those happiness, let her fulfil them in my place

If love has understood the price of promises

What you can’t give me, please give her the full share

There are always some things we can’t let go, becoming old scars

The more you refuse to face it, the more it hurts  

I think of your face, your hair, no I won’t be afraid 

Just let time answer it for us  

If love has forgotten, tears refuse to fall

Those happiness, let her fulfil them in my place 

If love has understood the price of promises

What you can’t give me, please give her the full share

I said I’ve forgotten, that it doesn’t hurt anymore  

That’s only because I’ve loved too deep and knew all too well

I smiled and forgave, it’s worth it if I’m doing it for you

Show me with your happiness that it’s the right decision to let go of my hands now  

Don’t worry about me being reluctant to so 

If love has forgotten, then let him go

Those happiness, let her fulfil them in my place 

If love has understood the price of promises

What you can’t give me, please give her the full share

If love has forgotten, do you still remember?

..

:')

when i walked besides u ..
my heart keeps trembling the whole day through ..
alone..thinking about u
always keeping memories u marked

even if we accidently meet each other
i will seemingly looking down
even when u and i surprisingly meet
i'll only know to expose a shy little smile

do u understand it now ?
do u see through my heart now ?
the love that comes silently ..
did u..did u hear it now ?

it was my love since the beginning
that warmly shines on my icy heart
the love that comes to me step by step
although i'm a bit afraid ..

the one that moved me..my love
just like the rain..disrupted my heart
my heart..my heart is already in love
missing you so ..

do u understand it now ?
do u see through my heart now ?
the love that comes silently
did you..did you hear it now ?

it was my love since the beginning
that warmly shines on my icy heart
the love that comes to me step by step
although i'm a bit afraid ..

the one that moved me..my love
just like the rain..disrupted my heart
my heart..my heart is already in love
missing you so ..

this should be love ..

(It's Love - Taeyeon&Sunny)

..

standing in the glowing red sunny spot..the silent breeze wraps around us
walking in step on the road..im always chasing after u
to stumble and fall..and to cry
i've decided to live well..its not me. but look..because u've let go of my hand
even my fearful heart has become strong

therefore ..
just cry and laugh. this hand that was held is a promise in the many words that can't be lost
in the glowing sky of when we met..look i am still wishing for the same things as then
time is always like the scattering leaves. ur hand is slipping away while i'm not noticing ..
one by one..the seasons pass
but after.. how many of my thoughts reached u ?
i cant even bring back the normal everydays
all those days and all those moments feel so dear ..

therefore ..
tears and smiles and this hand that was held. memories in the many photos that can't be lost .. in the glowing sky of when we met..look im still making the same vows as then
before long we'll have to reach our 'farewell' and everything about us will end ?
the 'place we met' and the 'place we are now' will be close to my heart forever ..
look..if we look back..the footprints continue on ..

therefore ..
just cry and laugh. this hand that was held..don't let go of it until the last moment
before this road..together again
lets walk..lets walk

therefore ..
just cry and laugh..this hand that was held is a promise in all the words that can't be lost
in the glowing sky of when we met..look im still wishing for the same things as then ..

(Akaneiro no Yakusoku - Ikimono Gakari)

SHINee - The Name I Loved.

 

ROMAJI

soni siryeowa sarangui gieogi chagapge dagawa

aryeoonda ijeneun deo isang neoreul bujeonghago sipji anheun nareul algo itjiman

gakkai inneun neol saranghal su eomneungeol algo itgie

nal barabol su eomneun neol gidarimi neomu himdeureo

ijen gyeondil su eobseo irwojil su eopgie

naega saranghaetdeon geu ireum

bulleoboryeo nagalsurok neomu meoreojyeotdeon

geu ireum ijen jeogeonoko na ulmeogyeo

nae ane sumgo sipeojyeo

neol saranghal subakke eobseotdeon

geu nareul ijen arajwoyo

irul su eomneun sarangdo saranginikka

honja hal su eomneun sarangiran neukkimeun naege dagawa

sijak hal su do eomneun geuriumdeureun keojyeoman gago

sirin gaseum han kyeonen neoui hyanggiman nama

naega saranghaetdeon geu ireum

bulleoboryeo nagalsurok neomu meoreojyeotdeon

geu ireum ijen jeogeonoko na ulmeogyeo

nae ane sumgo sipeojyeo

neol saranghal subakke eobseotdeo

geu nareul ijen arajwoyo

irul su eomneun sarangdo saranginikka

sucheon beoneul dorikyeo cheoeumui naro gan sungane

gaseum han guseoge da asagal ne moseubin geol

naega saranghaetdeon geu ireum

bulleoboryeo nagalsurok neomu meoreojyeotdeon

geu ireum ijen jeogeonoko na ulmeogyeo

nae ane sumgo sipeojyeo

neol saranghal subakke eobseotdeon

geu nareul ijen arajwoyo

irul su eomneun sarangdo saranginikka

irul su eomneun sarangdo saranginikka

 TRANSLATION

both hands trembles as i remembered the cold love memories

now it is getting weirder, i dont wish to reject you, but i just know that

no matter how close we are, i know that i cant love you anymore

i cant miss you; waiting for you makes me tired

i cant endure anymore and i cant realize this

the name i loved once in this life

has becoming further and further away from me

i am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

from that day i only realized that i will only loved you forever

love that cant be together can also be known as love

i cant handle the love memories and feelings alone

i cant start this, i can only miss you secretly in my heart

my heart only left your body fragrance that i missed and always loved

the name i loved once in this life

has becoming further and further away from me

i am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

from that day i only realized that i will only loved you forever

love that cant be together can also be known as love

kept remembering the first time i saw you walking towards me

and stolen an edge of my heart without noticing

the name i loved once in this life (loved once in this life)

has becoming further and further away from me

i am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

from that day i only realized that i will only loved you forever

eventhough it is not long, but my love for you will never change

 the name i loved once in this life

has becoming further and further away from me

i am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

from that day i only realized that i will only loved you forever

comet~

alone, i looked towards the sky and saw a comet, although the burst suddenly vanished in a moment ..

my heart becomes hurt with thoughts of you

right now i want to be with you, but i can't leap the skies so ..

maybe if i could become a comet,

i could leap through the skies to you

whatever kind of tomorrow comes, since a comet is always unbreakable,

this feeling is strong

i don't like it when it rains. when it was dimmed out,

i remember what you said, even now

"in the night sky, after the rain, beautifully, the stars appear."

considering that, i've come to like the rain too

maybe if i could become a comet,

the overflowing light will fall

so whenever times are sad, the you who looks to the night sky

will come to smile and, like the comet, want to shine more

what are you always fighting with on your own ?

being by your side is something i can't do but ..

maybe if i could become a comet,

i could leap through the skies to you

surely, without fail i'd reach you in this moment of light

and your now illuminated sky will revolve

If i could become a comet,

surely, I would rise by your side

whenever the time ..

(Younha - Houki Boshi)