unwanted :x

have u ever felt like unwanted ? have u ever felt like some people dun like u or have u ever felt like they hate u ? i have -_- i dunno why..maybe thats just my feeling and i dun like that feeling :x

im never want to hurt anyone..im never want to have enemies. i always try to be good to everyone eventhough they hurt me. my friends said that im so easy to believe and forgive people -_- but why sometimes i still feel like there's some people who dun like me ? :" whats my fault ah ? or maybe thats all really just my feeling because im too care with what people say or think about me ? one of my friends..claudia said that -_- she said im too care with it :3

and my conversation with my grande soeur make me realize it. she's my bestie from other country..her name is Sarah Sarouchette. she's ady like my sister eventhough we just know each other in internet..hhehe -grande soeur- means older sister in her language ^-^ and this is my conversation with her about this :

me : grande soeur..may i ask sumthing ? what do u think about me ? good or not ? :3
her : Ohhh of course you're good and more than good >< <3
me : but why i feel like sum ppl dun like me ? :x
her : Even if some people don't like u it's not important cuz we'll always find some people who don't like us
me : hmm..yeah u're rite grande soeur..but have u ever felt like unwanted ? im feeling it now and i hate it :(
her : I don't know dear cuz i don't care. It's not them who make me alive :)
me : maybe i should think like u grande soeur >.<
her : Yeahhh you should :3
me : thanks grande soeur for always be here for me and give advice..hhehe love u <3
her : Always welcome my Suka <3
        If you need me u'll always find me :3
me : so do i grande soeur :)

yeah..she's rite :) in this world we'll always find some people who dun like us because nobody is perfect rite ?   and the reason why they dun like us is just them and GOD who know it :3 maybe they're just envy with us. maybe they're just miss understand with us. maybe we did some mistakes without we realized it. maybe we're really wrong..or maybe they're just -dun really know- us :) so dun ever judge people if u dunno them (y)

hbu ? what do u think about me ? :">