sometimes it's just so hard to say "hi" :3

it's not a difficult word. it's not a long word. it's just a simple word. it's just "hi". but sometimes it's so hard to say it :3

yang aku maksud itu menyapa beberapa orang yang ga gitu kenal deket. maksudnya kenal ato tau tapi ga pernah ato jarang ngobrol. bukannya gabisa..bukannya gamau. tapi .. aku juga gatau kenapa >.< entah kenapa susah banget menghilangkan sifatku yang pemalu ini -.-v have u ever felt like that ? kalo negor..takut dikira sok akrab. kalo ga negor..takut dikira sombong :\ jadi paling aku cuma senyum..tapi aku juga suka menyapa ato menegor orang kok. cuma kadang buat orang-orang tertentu rasanya susah banget..especially the special one. hhehe do u get what i mean ? when ur heart beat so fast if u near that someone. u really want to talk but u just feel like freezing. but ur lips cant stop to smile. oh my~ how stupid -//-